"Youth cannot know how age thinks and feels. But old men are guilty if they forget what it was to be young."
-J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter & The Order of Phoenix.
Having my last 3 weeks being a twenty... and I still got much dreams that haven't been achieved.
Living in UK is one of them.
"People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated."
Tom Hansen, (500) Days of Summer
It's not being alone that I'm afraid of. Feeling lonely when I'm around people is worse than that. Lonely because I know I don't belong there. Lonely because people keep ignoring me, and if they notice me--they do bitch to me. As far as I try so hard to be there, my heart still can't accept that. Sad, I know. But I can't ignore the feeling. I have to face this loneliness.
Because we can close our eyes to the things we don't want to see,
but we can't close our heart to the things we don't want to feel.