

But you’ll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see if I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I can not fool my heart
Now I see if I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I can not fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?
I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world what’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that I’m someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There’s a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal what we think, how we feel
Must there be a secret me I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
--
one of my favourite song when I was kid,
made me thinking about myself and wondering..
Who am I inside? What do I want? What do I have to do?
Learn from mistakes. Then we'll know who we really are.
And remember; Be yourself. Because everyone else is already taken.
and after all,
Jati diri itu gak pernah pergi ke mana-mana, adanya di diri lo, jadi gak perlu dicari-cari. ;p
When the word "why" is not enough to explain what have happened in your life lately. It goes ups and downs. It runs from somewhere to nowhere. It walks down the pathways, yet climbs cruelly to the peak.
Times... times...
please stop for a while..

I just want to take deep breaths and feel the moments...
here comes the future that you've been waiting for
here comes the future that you've been afraid of

"Kalian kalau berdoa hanya untuk diri kalian sendiri?
Egois sekali.
Doa tuh; 'Ya Allah, semoga semua orang di dunia ini masuk surga'
Emang enak gitu, di surga sendirian?"
- Pak Iskandar, Guru Matematika SMA
"Apa menurut kalian, orang yang sangat baik di dunia, tapi tidak memiliki keyakinan seperti apa yang kalian yakini, tidak berhak masuk surga? Tuhan itu Maha Adil."
"Tuhan itu hanya satu. Manusia nya yang memiliki sudut pandang berbeda dalam melihat Tuhan. Sama seperti matahari yang dilihat dalam sudut pandang beda-beda, tapi tetap yang kita lihat adalah matahari. Apa kita pantas mempermasalahkan siapa yang paling benar dalam cara melihat Tuhan?"
- Pak Yoga, Dosen Character Building I
"Tidak ada satupun manusia yang sebenarnya atheis. Karena di saat kita lagi susah, pasti ada suatu kali manusia itu bilang, 'Ya Tuhan, tolong saya..'"
"Tuhan itu tidak cukup dilihat dengan hal "kecil" yang ada di bumi. Lihat bagaimana planet-planet di tata surya mampu berputar tanpa bertabrakan, lihat lagi di luar tata surya, bagaimana bisa ada planet-planet dan bintang-bintang yang tidak mengganggu pergerakan bumi kita. Otak manusia itu tidak mampu berfikir dan menampung semua kebesaran Tuhan. Bumi itu hanya sebagian kecil dari kehidupan dan ciptaan Tuhan."
- Pak Heru, Dosen Character Building III