Akan ada 6 foto saya yang dengan judul "Stop This Train" dipamerkan di sana.

Having my last 3 weeks being a twenty... and I still got much dreams that haven't been achieved.

Living in UK is one of them.

"People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated."

Tom Hansen, (500) Days of Summer

It's not being alone that I'm afraid of. Feeling lonely when I'm around people is worse than that. Lonely because I know I don't belong there. Lonely because people keep ignoring me, and if they notice me--they do bitch to me. As far as I try so hard to be there, my heart still can't accept that. Sad, I know. But I can't ignore the feeling. I have to face this loneliness.

Because we can close our eyes to the things we don't want to see,

but we can't close our heart to the things we don't want to feel.

And the time is right for falling, this time I'm gonna fall
That's the price I must pay for a taste of your sweet love

I'm gonna fall.. this time I'll fall... gonna fall....

Something in your glances puts a spell on me
As the world fades all around you're all that I can see
And the time is right for falling this time I'm gonna fall
That's the price I must pay for a taste of your sweet love

I'm gonna fall.. this time I'll fall... gonna fall....

(Ash - I'm Gonna Fall)

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mungkin layaknya tetesan hujan,

memang begitu,

memang adanya,

dan aku terjebak dalam takdir itu;

selalu jatuh.